i wish i know her name

*she was on her way out. all dressed up. wearing her favourite pair of walking shoes. wanting to watch time and the whole world pass her by. only to be met by some muddle-headed strangers who mistook her for their long lost friend the moment they saw her.*

This is her first screen appearance. She has been living in the pages of my notebook for some time. I was thinking of painting her out. In fact, I tried. That was a long time back. Now, I have a couple of canvases of her coated with dust. They were somehow never resolved. And along the way, she starts to appear in my drawings. Her looks have changed a bit but the rest is more or less the same. Drawing her is more fun. There is a kind of spontaneity and I think she is happier too. I am pretty hesitant on having her done digitally if truth be spoken. I think she looks stiff, awkward and uncomfortable. And I wish she has a name.